so i explained everything to my mum and got her to watch dr who with me. i was mostly worried about her talking during the show. i didn’t expect her to fall asleep after the second set of commercials lol. i came to a realization after watching this episode. i think i would’ve gotten here sooner but idk. denial maybe? it goes back to “if you could choose who lives and who dies, that would make you a monster.” and i always thought. but…. the doctor has to sometimes. and i would stop there cause i thought the thought of the doctor being a monster was preposterous. traveling with him blinds you sometimes. and then when all the other aliens rose up against the doctor i put on my glasses and pretended that they were just evil even though a part of me realized things might not be so simple. but today i took off my glasses and let be what was. only rory could make that happen. i realized the doctor is a monster. humans have been monsters. it’s never just black and white or pink. when i saw him. i knew he was gonna close the door. and it killed me. absolutely. this doctor. this doctor is different from ten. i keep seeing things he’s coming into his own. i’m just not sure what to make of it. he’s done a lot of things. for this version of amy. including killing multiple other versions of amy. i really wanted to be there when rory explained to amy what happened. 

that being said. i really liked that the amy who waited [again/again/again] didn’t just automatically decide to stay behind. it took awhile. as much as it killed me. i think it would not have been as strong an episode had the doctor not close the door.

also i really liked when rory was flirting with the amy who waited [x3] and the amy who waited [x2] was watching going ummm…. other wife here! 

also I GOT MY FRIKKIN LETTERRRR :]